i made no money. it's not a good time, nobody's awake. i'm in a bad mood now.
pussyeater: do the girls in trains enjoy being touched
ADEPHAGIA: uh, yes pussyeater, girls LOVE getting molested...
pussyeater: yeah, it is the talka the town!
pussyeater: i have watched many avi of girls getting molested on trains and buses and it turns me on

14inCoCK: I HAVEN'T MATE WITH YOU BEFORE
ADEPHAGIA: that's true... we haven't mated before.
14inCoCK: BUT TODAY I SAW YOUR PHOTO AND IT ATTRACTED MR
ADEPHAGIA: well thank you, 14incock
14inCoCK: ADEPHAGIA ARE YOU PAYING ATENTION TOME ?
14inCoCK: THEN WHY DON'T YOU REPLY TOME BABY !
14inCoCK: ADEPHAGIA CAN YOU SHOW ME SOME OF YOUR ACTS NOW FOR ME ?
ADEPHAGIA: ..what kind of "acts" do you mean?
14inCoCK: ACTS SEXY HINT THAT YOU GET ME INTHE HORNY MOOD
ADEPHAGIA: ohhh, those kinds of acts.

MRBIG: i want to drink your bathwater
MRBIG: then i want to have y9our babies!!!

feeling full does not make you fat
eating food does not make you fat
not caring about yourself can make you fat

i'm getting my last payout from texan sugar daddy.
i'm tired.
i'm going to watch the new documentary on tupac.

gute nacht

tomorrow craigslistwhore is picking me up and taking me to seattle where i'm staying until tuesday. tuesday i fly to tokyo. i'm excited to get out of here. living with my parents is draining.

the prescriptions i'm taking (ortho evra, effexor and seroquel) are not treating me well. for some reason i am bleeding when i shouldn't be. i can't feel my face or my arms or my legs. and i feel completely out of it. i'm more moody than usual and i can't help but feel overwhelmed by despair.

t9 is a funny thing.
coal anal cock
lips kiss
select reject

i can't fit everything i want to take into my luggage. necessities include: mid calf brown boots, knee high black boots, purple ankle boots, black patent calfhair wedges, black ballet flats, running shoes, underwear, bras, fur coat, fur lined hooded jacket, magenta jacket, other assorted jackets and blazers, leggings, jeans, two short sleeved turtlenecks, trapeze tops, dresses, a painting that's a gift for the bf, a miniature broom and dustpan (housewarming gift), glass photo coasters (another housewarming gift), four hats, scarves, long black leather gloves, short black leather gloves, cream cashmere fingerless gloves, shampoo, *conditioner (still need to buy), face wash, body wash, hair products, hair accessories, makeup, straight iron, curling iron, ipod, books, magazines, airplane snacks, wallet, passport, sunglasses, contact lenses and cases, glasses, robe, nintendo ds, digital camera, rechargeable batteries + charger, camera cable, ds charger ....

i have to go let my dog in.

I am 21. I live with my parents in a town with a population of 22,975. I have a six month old dog, a cherished collection of shoes and a nasty shopping habit. I also enjoy cooking, baking, eating too much, taking sleeping pills, and reading. I have held a variety of occupations including:

student: high school diploma with honors. associates degree. two failed attempts at a bachelors degree at two separate private religiously affiliated universities.

sales associate: from $5 jeans to $5000 commissioned sales. i am experienced in greeting customers, determining their needs, suggesting multiple accessorized outfits, adding on even more, closing the sale and following up with a hand-written thank you. also once fucked the pitcher for the texas rangers after i sold him some shoes.

artist: my dodgy education has taught me to be proficient in multiple mediums and techniques to create visual interpretations of expression [read: has taught me to bullshit answers about what i've been taught].

nanny: i have experience as a live-in nanny caring for two young children ages two and five. my cpr certification is expired, but i'm skilled at getting them to eat the weird chicken chunks in campbell's soup.

webcam model: my most recent employer, UNNAMED STUDIO, has trained me in the art of internet seduction. i have made up to $75/hr selling my body via a Logitech QuickCam10 and an unreliable internet connection. the connections i have made with clientele during my employment with UNNAMED STUDIO have resulted in an approximate $2,000 profit in the last two months. this in exchange for pretending i am mildly interested in a 38 year old texan freight broker who's in a crappy band. he also probably has cancer. and i am probably going to hell.